At this point of time, I am at a friend's place in Melburne and have posibly infected the whole house with my cough and sore throat. But don't worry guys, the fever has not come and I am pretty sure it's not swine flu. :)

I'm just here to say that I have been having LOADS of fun! :D :D I am so filled with food every day, all the time so if you noticed that I have gained a couple of pounds, do me a favour and don't say anything. :( BUT I'm hoping with the weight gain, I will finally get the butt I've been wanting.

Apart from drama here and there, I can say that I'm enjoying myself. :) Which is good of course.

 

 

However, I miss my big bed back at home. :(

 

current mood: Contented

I am almost hyperventilating right now. I just got a YES from my parents to study in Sydney!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm speechless. I thought it would be really difficult to convince them to allow me to study since our financial situation is never really stable.

But Gos blessed me in so many, many, many, MANY ways, I'm really just... In awe! This past month has been overflowing with blessings, one after another. And I'm entirely grateful!

I called the boyfriend in a flurry of excitement, so excited I almost spat into the phone a couple of times, trying to string a proper sentence. I was in that much of a shock.

Everything I had hoped and prayed for is finally falling into place! And this is the BEST news of all because I have dreamed of going over. To be with Kai and also to stay in a place that I absolutely fell in love with!

I'm planning to bring Jade over too, if I can fork out enough. It would be a great thing for her because she'll see what Australia is all about. Just like I did, last year.

I promised to go to Church every week when I'm there. And be the best student that I can be. The university may be small, but I'm looking for a transfer whenever possible to one of the bigger universities, maybe in my third year?

I can't wait to talk to the boyfriend about this! This is absolutely great news that we have been hoping and hoping for! I'm sorry if I sound super braggy but this is trying to be modest already. -_-" I can't sound less excited even if you held a gun to my head.

I WILL BE GOING TO AUSTRALIA!!!


current mood: YAY!!!

Oh boy, I have not seen the shadow of this blog for a LONG time! I guess it's because I'm already writing in the office so much that I get lazy to update this blog. There have been many mornings, during my short walks from the LRT station to my office, when I weaved the perfect blog entry in my head on the people I see in the train, the things I think of, my feelings on that particular day... But I never got around to actually pen my thoughts down and so they get lost on the way.

But today, when I finally got around to logging into my Xanga account, I don't have anything particular to write about. I think I shall update a little on what has been happening!

1. Work
Nothing much to say here, except that I have decided to extend my internship until just before I leave for Australia. I'm so sorry to the people that I have promised to do "legendary" things with! I will make it up to you!

2. Boyfriend
Ah, I tell you I can go on and on about this one. This month everything has been really good. Yes, there are still the petty squabbles over the dresses I want to wear, and my sugar intake and things like that but he really has been such a sweetheart lately! I think I have to say thank you to a certain book... And with the trip coming up so soon, we're getting excited about what we want to do and the traveling around Australia! We're even going to go camping and I might join him in that marathon... It's only 4 and a half weeks away and I've already made a list of what to bring and buy...

3. Savings
My savings for the trip is right on track! And I'm hoping that with the extra month of work, I might be able to have extra...

4. Other stuff
My dad bought me a new camera. It's not expensive, and it's quite an old model but I'm glad I have my own now and I don't have to fight for it with the Sister Jade... -_-" She hogs it like mad. Pfft. But now I have to persuade myself to bring it everywhere I go because I don't usually whip out my cam and camwhore with friends. And that's quite sad 'cos so many memories are lost... But you see, I'm scared that my bag might get snatched because the world is just so twisted right now. That's a whole blog post for a different time. There are SO MANY things that I have to say about the stupid people around who steals and robs on the expense of other people's lives.
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And I saw this gorgeous dress in Forever 21 and am still contemplating on buying it! Ok, fine it's not gorgeous, it's actually very simple. A maxi, bright orange dress. I tried it on when I was shopping with Leon and it fitted perfectly!!! I am fretting on where I will wear it to though, cos you can't exactly wear a bright orange maxi dress anywhere... Kai says he will make an occasion to wear it. Hee. So I just might...

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I have a box of Rocky in my bag and it's making me happy. And you know what else makes me happy?
COCONUT JELLY!
I tell you, it's the best thing everrrrr okay! OOSH. And I just realised that I am actually quite weird when it comes to stepping into bookshops and confectionery stores. I get this excited feeling bubbling in me and I will not feel good if I don't walk out buying a brand new pen or book or a bar of chocolate (Or a box of Rocky). Who cares if I don't write anymore? That shiny new pen was calling out to me! Who cares if I'm trying to control my sugar intake? That packet of snack practically jumped into my arms!

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I bought this small sized canvas and am very excited to start painting something to brighten the boyfriend's room. Something bright-coloured... I just need the time to sit down and start doodling.


Alright, this has been a pretty long update. Not like any of you read. :( But yes. Updates!



current mood: EXCITED

If I was a person who curses, I would use all the curse words right here. In all different languages. Because you have NO idea what it's like to be so confused. Never have I been so frustrated in my whole life.

Right now I just want to make things better la ok! Gimme a break, can? I want everything to go back to how they used to be. It's that simple and I don't believe I can't do it.

current mood: ??? confused