There are too many "what-ifs" in everything. And I dislike it. I find that thinking about the "what-ifs" doesn't get you anywhere and I learnt that the hard way. Throughout my relationship I find that the "what-ifs" tend to spoil moods, poison thoughts... No matter how we plan and plan, things aren't necessarily going to go our way. And that's because God has bigger plans for us.
My relationship with Kai has been a bit rocky lately and it sucks. But we're pulling through and I realise I have so much to learn!
And one of them lessons is throwing all the silly little "what-ifs" away.
What if he cheats?
What if I cheat?
What if we don't last?
What if we do?They
all go into the dustbin. There's no point thinking about them.
No point. Only time will tell if we're meant for each other. And if we're not... Then, bring on the heartbreak!
Oh. But we're fine now. :) And today, we "celebrate" our 3 years 7 month anniversary. Can you believe that? Almost four years! And I still love you. :)
current mood: 
contented
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